Tuesday, February 28, 2006

St!lL !njur3d

Wah sianz.. 2day late for sch.. 745 then reach siah.. Coz I reach bus stop tat time aledy 713 liao.. Then if take bus sure late de loh.. Then take cab loh.. Waiting for cab tat time got 1 stupid driver.. So obvious canot make the turn de loh.. Then still purposely go turn.. Then kana accident.. Stupid loh.. Then I was still so sleepy then I kana frightened but the brake sound.. Then wait for cab until 725 still see none.. Then jiu go back bus stop wait for bus loh.. Anyway oso late liao.. Then 145 come jiu take loh.. Reach stop liao slowly walk towards sch.. All the latecomers walking ard the field.. Then go in straightaway go walk 2 rounds of the field.. Then finish liao the Mr Singh no more the paper slip liao.. Ask me go outside staff room wait for him.. Then wait for him take liao fill up, let him sign then ask me go back class loh.. Then class oso nothing really special lah.. Nian's back in action!!! Lolx.. Then I got 53 for my chinese test.. Upon 70 lah.. Actually is 55 de.. But is teacher count the marks wrongly.. Haiz.. Bai kai xin yi chang.. Then after sch math remedial le jiu go home.. Then jizhong sick le.. Ask me pei him go see doctor.. Then after tat reach there clinic not open.. Then I go play basketball.. He sit at the side watch.. He no energy play.. Lolx.. Then until 6 plus then go my hse.. Go my room.. Lolx.. We play sumting play.. Haha.. Jkjk.. He at there play my ps then I using com.. Lolx.. Then ard 7 plus go clinic agn.. Then he see doctor jiu go home le.. He got 2 days mc.. Tmr sch half day.. Maybe can pei him.. Haha..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
10:08 pm

Monday, February 27, 2006

b0r!ng daY..

Nian absent frm sch 2day.. Whole class so quiet and boring.. Haha.. Nth special 2day in sch lah.. Lessons as usual.. Then got assembly.. After that actually wan go play drum set de.. But nobody go open band store.. Then sianz.. Walking out of sch.. Saw the beaver players.. Then they going play soccer.. So change my mind.. Dun wan go home.. Play soccer.. Even though my injury haven recover yet.. Haha.. Then play halfway suddenly stomach the injury part very pain.. But dun care.. Kip quiet, endure and continue playing.. After tat jiu nothing le.. Then go gals basketball training jiu go field play.. Play awhile soccer oso got training.. Then go canteen slack.. Until 5 plus jiu go home wif sheng gan they all le.. Boring day lah.. Haiz..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
10:35 pm

Sunday, February 26, 2006

caNn0t d0 sp0rts f0R 2 we3kS..

Woohoo!!! Juz finish playing mahjong AGN.. Haha.. Played wif my sis and bro's fren.. Yeah.. Won back the money I lost tat day le.. Oso got win abit overall.. Haha.. Yest went to watch the friendly match.. They lost.. The score is 23-46.. They cant win w/o me lah.. Lolx.. Not I bhb.. Is coz the team no more point guard liao.. They play lyk dunno izzit playing basketball anot loh.. Haiz.. Dun care.. The team hopeless de.. Tmr going back to sch le!!! Can see all my cheerful and childish(Oops.. Sry.. Sad but true.. Lolx..) frenz agn loh!!! But sianz.. Tmr mon.. Got 4 Laila's period.. Haiz.. Wat to do? Juz haf to live wif it loh.. Or else kill her meh..? Waste my strength only.. Haha.. Cannot do sports for 2 weeks siah.. Tat means cannot play basketball oso loh.. Sianz.. Haiz.. Mum nagging agn..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
5:25 pm

Saturday, February 25, 2006

g0d !s juZ mak!nG fuN oF m3!!!!

Juz came back frm the market wif my bro's fren.. But he went home liao.. Coz we played mahjong through the nite.. Haha.. I lost to them.. Haiz.. Very unlucky recently.. Din go sch agn yest.. Coz got mc mah.. Haha.. Went to c doctor on thurs nite liao.. The doctor say luckily no nid go for operation.. Say got internal bleeding.. Then got blood clot at stomach there.. But after eat the medicine jiu hao le.. Dunno true anot.. Haha.. He say after 2 or 3 days will haf blue black.. Then the pain will last for bout 5 days.. 2 weeks cannot do pe.. Sianz.. Later got friendly match de loh.. But cannot play.. Sad.. Dun care.. Later juz go.. Then c how.. Haha.. Die jiu die.. Dun care so much liao.. Die better.. Save trouble for everyone.. Yawnz.. Wah.. Tired liao.. Go slp 1st.. Later still nid to go watch the friendly match..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
7:11 am

Thursday, February 23, 2006

I'm juZ inv!sibL3 t0 ev3ryonE!!!

Din post yest.. Actually haf de.. But type halfway wan to lie down rest awhile.. But fell asleep.. Too tired liao lah.. After the riding and cross country.. Yest ride bike to macritchie wif nian.. As planned.. But ivan oso follow.. Then reach at ard 150.. The 2 of them lah.. Ask them chiong down the slope they still relax there and enjoy.. Then reach there not much time to relax and rest myself.. Bout 2 plus the race aledy going start liao.. Then we proceed to the starting point.. On the way saw her wif debbie.. Then reach the starting point liao.. Ervin lead us in the stretching.. Then after tat, the race start liao.. Then at first I chiong in front wif jeremy de.. I was juz behind him.. 2nd.. Then after that really tired liao.. Then slow down.. Then robert wan overtake me.. Then he juz overtake only dunno step onto a stone or wat then fell down.. Then I had to stop down to help him.. Then he stand up liao.. Continue running for 50 metres.. Then he fell down agn.. So had to stop down and help him agn loh.. Then one of our fren went back to the checkpoint to ask for help.. Robert ask me run 1st.. So I left loh.. Then juz come out of the forest I stop liao.. Coz I cannot continue running once I stop and the muscles of my legs were very tensed aledy.. Then walked for a long distance.. Let alot pple overtake me.. Then slowly recover my energy le.. Started running agn.. Stopped down when I saw the carpark.. Coz I wan chiong all the way once I reach the carpark.. Then reach liao.. I ran and ran very fast.. Then my leg muscle is getting tenser and tenser.. I endured awhile.. Then stopped.. Coz I knew if I were to carry on I would haf a cramp.. Then walk awhile le continue running to the finishing line.. Got position 21.. Then sat down straight away to relax my legs.. After tat walked ard.. Look for rainier.. Coz all my coupons were wif him.. Then ask ard to see if any1 saw him.. Then then saw nick loo.. Then he say rainier still running.. Then he accompany me to the finishing point wait for him.. Saw her wif debbie agn at the finshing point.. Then nick and I sat down.. Waited for a long time.. Rainier still not back yet.. So we walked ard.. Then assemble and give prize liao.. Then saw the guy in the 10th position was juz in front of me.. So I was actually position 11th for the boys above 15 category.. Sway man.. Juz 1 position away.. Haiz.. Then sang the sch song jiu dismissed le.. Then ride bike to nian's hse agn.. Then extra wei jing wan follow.. So ivan let him ride loh.. Then I took the bike w/o seat de.. Then when going uphill tat f**king wei jing cycle so slow.. I so tired liao loh.. Then after tat go down slope the bike go so fast.. Then I too tired cannot control the bike then I fell down.. Then the handle bar poke towards my stomach.. Damn pain lah.. Then I lie down awhile.. Carry on cycling to nian's hse.. Haiz.. Unlucky day..

2day din go sch.. Coz wake up in the morning stomach still pain.. Leg muscles very tensed oso.. Then afternoon wake up my mother kpkb.. Say I dun wan go sch.. Nv guan xin wo.. Nvm.. Still say I give excuses for not going to sch.. As if I very bad boy.. Lyk to pon sch.. Wat the hell lah.. Is really damn pain loh.. Wat type of mother is tis man?!!! Haiz.. I really dunno whether tis is really my home.. Or izzit juz a place for me to sleep??? My family dun care bout me de loh.. Everytime I injured myself my mum will only tell me go see doctor or apply oil.. Nv ask how I injured myself or wat happened de.. NEVER!!! Haiz.. Perharps I'm juz invisible to every1.. Not only my family.. Haiz.. No one cares or give a damn bout me.. Maybe they will only do so when i leave them.. Miz her so much now.. I really love her alot and I juz cant forget bout her.. Feel lyk asking her to give both of us a 2nd chance.. But..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
3:56 pm

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

I duNn0 wh3thEr I aM mySeLf..

Todae during morning assembly everyone looked tired de.. Including me.. =X So tired loh.. Dunno y.. During eng lesson I wasn't listening to ms choong.. Haha.. Very sleepy loh.. Then mother tongue period go sit beside nian.. Then he play wif his water bottle and made a mess there.. Spray water on me oso.. Then floor got puddles of water.. Haha.. So fun.. Then chem got test.. Quite confidence bah.. Maybe can get full marks.. Haha.. Then last 2 periods cme.. TAT PREFECT IN MY CLASS GOT SENT OUT OF THE CLASS BY MRS DASS!!! Haha.. Nian go throw tings at me.. Then I throw back.. Then he throw me agn.. Kana greg.. Then I stop le.. Then tat stupid prefect go throw back.. Then whole class baoto him.. Haha.. Luckily I stop liao.. Or else i tio kao pei by dass agn.. Lolx.. Went 4 the geog field trip after sch.. Take us in the ship.. Bring us go in circles ard Singapore.. Oso dunno wat the lao ah pei toking bout.. Then very sianz.. So I slept during the trip.. Haha.. Reach home le go play bball agn.. Wif my fren.. He jio me mah.. Then accompany him loh.. Actually I oso wan to play de lah.. =P Then reach home bath le eat dinner jiu online loh.. Sianz.. Tmr cross country le.. I wan to get top 5!!!! Haha.. Me and nian cycling to macritchie tmr.. Haha.. Shiok!!! I wan go watch ge dou tian wang agn le!!! Watch awhile jiu go slp liao.. Nid to haf energy for tmr's race.. Jia you!!! Jia you!!! Jia you!!!

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
7:45 pm

Monday, February 20, 2006

cAn suM1 br!nG m3 baCk t0 liFe?

Juz came back frm hse pract.. Went to try out selection for tis wed's cross country.. I got finalised!!!! Yeah!!!! Luckily last lap caught up wif morris and got 1st.. Clapx!! Lolx.. 2day's sch was quite okay lah.. No stress.. C my cheerful and childish(oops) groups of frenz very happy.. Haha.. Then during maths lesson very sianz.. Then tot of the moment in the cinema I had wif her.. Haiz.. So nice.. Then forged signature for the geog field trip consent form.. =X Actually I juz got 1 of the forms 2day.. But mdm chiang say muz hand up by today then I tell her I forge can? Then she said she din hear anyting.. So I went back to my seat and happily forged loh.. Haha.. Then she dun care.. Lolx.. Then during assembly quite interesting lah.. Got the lady come perform on the harp for us.. Lolx.. Then the harp so many strings siah.. Then sheng nian said tuning nid to tune lyk mad siah.. Haha.. He say he tune bass four strings aledy he sianz liao.. Lolx.. The harp got 46 strings loh.. Wat the.. Haha.. Very hot now.. I go bathe le go play basketball liao..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
5:49 pm

Sunday, February 19, 2006

ARGHH!!!!! str3sS c0m!ng agN!!!!

Tired day 2day.. Went for the basketball 3-on-3 tournament.. But nv win.. Haiz.. My team got 4th.. We lost to a gal team man.. All girls.. Wat the hell.. Nvm lah.. Actually all of us had done our best le lah.. But the rule is the points they scored is lyk doubled loh.. For example if they scored inside the 3 point line it will be lyk.. 4 points aledy.. Then we score outside the 3 point line oso cannot get back the score we lost loh.. Wat type of rule siah.. But we oso lost by 2 points only lah.. Haiz.. Nvm.. Well done guyz!!! Then very tired after the games.. Reach home oso no one at home.. Then I watched ge dou tian wang.. Haha.. I spent lyk one-quarter of my 2 days watching loh.. Lolx.. So nice.. Then now wanna do sumting for my d&t oso cannot find.. Haiz.. Sianz.. Dunno whether i'm prepared to face all the stress in sch tmr anot.. Haiz.. Tink can bah.. Oso 4get wat hw I still haven pass up liao.. Too many.. Left my chem tys in sch.. Sianz.. Haiz.. Mum they all come back liao.. Dun 1 blog le..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
10:20 pm

PerhAps Lee SwEe LiN is d3ad...

Yawnz.. Juz woke up.. Hehe.. Good to haf computer in my room.. Can use it anytime i wan.. Haha.. Maybe i feeling better now le.. After yest's chatting.. Tat bai chi kip on laughing.. Lolx.. Yest went for the flag day thingy.. Hao ask me go de loh.. He say or else muz go old folks' house to sweep floor.. Haha.. Then i reach there bout 915.. Then had mac breakfast.. After that we collected the tin at bout 945.. Coz long queue mah.. After collecting the tin, me, hao, gan, bock leng, sherwin and chris went to hao's hse.. Haha.. We played computer games and ps there.. Lolx.. Then after tat we very sianz then we wei chi shan da ma jiang.. Tat means all the money we win muz go inside the tin.. Then we supposed to reach tiong by 1.. But we only left hao's hse at 1.. Haha.. Then we went to the provision shop to change all the 10cents coin to put inside.. Then we took train back to tiong to return the toins.. Then on the way found out tat my license lost.. Wat the.. So sway.. Haiz.. After returning the tin i quickly rush home to collect the stuff for my training.. Then my bro fetch me there.. Then reach there le warm up awhile then got pple 1 play match wif us.. Then play loh.. Then kip on playing until 5 plus lyk tat jiu go home le.. Then reach home bathe, eat dinner, sit in front of the com agn.. Then tat bai chi jiu cal me le.. Then help me make my blog oso.. Thank you!!! Dun say i ungrateful hor.. Now got abit prob.. Wah.. write so long le.. Off to watch ge dou tian wang agn!!!!

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
9:19 am

Saturday, February 18, 2006

st!lld3aD

I dunno y I woke up so early when I slept so late last nite.. Maybe still tinking bout her.. But I gave up aledy.. Mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.. Yest I juz locked myself in the room.. I juz dun feel lyk toking to anyone.. Other then playing wif computer I really dunno wat I can do.. Then my sis call me in the afternoon!!! I cried silently when I tok to her.. Coz she's the only one on tis world tat I feel who care for me.. I really tot alot bout my past in my room.. Feeling boring yest, I went through the internet to search for sumone's blog.. Then found the one which she did not delete.. But not her current one.. Then in there.. I saw bout our past.. Those memories of us were really sweet.. Especially when we cried on the phone together.. Be4 she left me.. Haiz.. But memories will always remain as only memories.. Nothing can be done to change the fact.. Later got flag day.. Dunno whether I shld go anot.. Haiz.. Sianz.. After tat still got training summore.. Now really very sianz.. Dunno wat i can do.. Wake up so early oso dunno for wat.. Cannot fall into slp summore.. Haiz.. Nvm.. I go watch ge dou tian wang bah..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
6:26 am

Friday, February 17, 2006

iamd3ad

I am stressed up!!! I did not go 2 sch 2day.. I nid 2 take a break at home or I tink I might really commit suicide.. I haf aledy tot bout doing tat last week.. But everytime I told myself.. I still haf you beside me.. But now.. Even you left me.. Juz lyk tat.. No one cares bout me in tis world.. Including my family.. My father works frm morning till nite.. Sumtimes I dun even c him for a week.. My mum is a housewife.. Yes.. Good? She nags at me everyday.. Not bout my studies.. Bout stupid stuff.. My brother only lyks to boss around.. Tinking tat he police very good.. And my sis who I tink might be the only one who cares bout me.. But she aledy moved out.. Wat the hell is heaven trying to do to me? I dunno!!!! I created tis blogg coz I tink its the only way to express my tots..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
11:32 am