Thursday, February 23, 2006

I'm juZ inv!sibL3 t0 ev3ryonE!!!

Din post yest.. Actually haf de.. But type halfway wan to lie down rest awhile.. But fell asleep.. Too tired liao lah.. After the riding and cross country.. Yest ride bike to macritchie wif nian.. As planned.. But ivan oso follow.. Then reach at ard 150.. The 2 of them lah.. Ask them chiong down the slope they still relax there and enjoy.. Then reach there not much time to relax and rest myself.. Bout 2 plus the race aledy going start liao.. Then we proceed to the starting point.. On the way saw her wif debbie.. Then reach the starting point liao.. Ervin lead us in the stretching.. Then after tat, the race start liao.. Then at first I chiong in front wif jeremy de.. I was juz behind him.. 2nd.. Then after that really tired liao.. Then slow down.. Then robert wan overtake me.. Then he juz overtake only dunno step onto a stone or wat then fell down.. Then I had to stop down to help him.. Then he stand up liao.. Continue running for 50 metres.. Then he fell down agn.. So had to stop down and help him agn loh.. Then one of our fren went back to the checkpoint to ask for help.. Robert ask me run 1st.. So I left loh.. Then juz come out of the forest I stop liao.. Coz I cannot continue running once I stop and the muscles of my legs were very tensed aledy.. Then walked for a long distance.. Let alot pple overtake me.. Then slowly recover my energy le.. Started running agn.. Stopped down when I saw the carpark.. Coz I wan chiong all the way once I reach the carpark.. Then reach liao.. I ran and ran very fast.. Then my leg muscle is getting tenser and tenser.. I endured awhile.. Then stopped.. Coz I knew if I were to carry on I would haf a cramp.. Then walk awhile le continue running to the finishing line.. Got position 21.. Then sat down straight away to relax my legs.. After tat walked ard.. Look for rainier.. Coz all my coupons were wif him.. Then ask ard to see if any1 saw him.. Then then saw nick loo.. Then he say rainier still running.. Then he accompany me to the finishing point wait for him.. Saw her wif debbie agn at the finshing point.. Then nick and I sat down.. Waited for a long time.. Rainier still not back yet.. So we walked ard.. Then assemble and give prize liao.. Then saw the guy in the 10th position was juz in front of me.. So I was actually position 11th for the boys above 15 category.. Sway man.. Juz 1 position away.. Haiz.. Then sang the sch song jiu dismissed le.. Then ride bike to nian's hse agn.. Then extra wei jing wan follow.. So ivan let him ride loh.. Then I took the bike w/o seat de.. Then when going uphill tat f**king wei jing cycle so slow.. I so tired liao loh.. Then after tat go down slope the bike go so fast.. Then I too tired cannot control the bike then I fell down.. Then the handle bar poke towards my stomach.. Damn pain lah.. Then I lie down awhile.. Carry on cycling to nian's hse.. Haiz.. Unlucky day..

2day din go sch.. Coz wake up in the morning stomach still pain.. Leg muscles very tensed oso.. Then afternoon wake up my mother kpkb.. Say I dun wan go sch.. Nv guan xin wo.. Nvm.. Still say I give excuses for not going to sch.. As if I very bad boy.. Lyk to pon sch.. Wat the hell lah.. Is really damn pain loh.. Wat type of mother is tis man?!!! Haiz.. I really dunno whether tis is really my home.. Or izzit juz a place for me to sleep??? My family dun care bout me de loh.. Everytime I injured myself my mum will only tell me go see doctor or apply oil.. Nv ask how I injured myself or wat happened de.. NEVER!!! Haiz.. Perharps I'm juz invisible to every1.. Not only my family.. Haiz.. No one cares or give a damn bout me.. Maybe they will only do so when i leave them.. Miz her so much now.. I really love her alot and I juz cant forget bout her.. Feel lyk asking her to give both of us a 2nd chance.. But..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
3:56 pm