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Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by.
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me.
You're just an illusion...
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep.
I'm a rose blooming in the desert.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

eVErYtHinG jUZ siMpLY sUX!!!

Haven been posting the last few days.. Very sianz.. No mood to post.. Haiz.. Everything oso no mood.. Except one thing.. Tat is toking to her on the phone loh.. Haiz.. Everyday go sch so stress.. Then nid wake up so early summore.. So tired.. Haiz.. Then last 2 days nid go for band oso.. So boring.. Going for band practices is juz torturing myself loh.. Haiz.. Cannot online tis few days.. Msn i mean.. Com tio virus haven reformat.. Then everyday at home oso so sianz.. Sch SUX!!! Band SUX!!! Life SUX!!! Everything juz simply SUX!!! Haiz.. Juz now 10 plus jiu slp liao.. Then dunno why suddenly woke up loh.. Haiz.. Everything juz dun seems to go well for me.. Especially after she left me.. At least when she's around I would look on the positive side of life.. But now? All tat's in my mind are juz negative side of life.. Haiz.. I dunno wat to do.. I REALLY dunno wat to do!!! Haiz.. Miz her so much now.. She juz doesn't seems to bother bout me.. I really dunno juz to give up on her or juz.. Let her torture me? I dunno.. But everytime we chat on the phone we will laugh so happily together de loh.. Haiz.. But everytime oso is lyk.. She forced to chat on phone wif me de.. Maybe I'll juz let nature take it course bah.. Coz I'm aledy tired.. Really tired bout it.. Haiz..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
3:30 am

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