Let m3 LeaVe t!s worlD: nOt evEn mySeLf..

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Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by.
As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me.
You're just an illusion...
When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep.
I'm a rose blooming in the desert.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

nOt evEn mySeLf..

There are juz sum things inside me tat make me uncomfortable.. There are lyk.. Weights making me having difficulties in breathing.. I dunno how to express these things out.. Or rather WHO to express these things to.. Maybe there are sum qns tat I wanna ask.. But I not confident in getting the ans tat I wan.. Maybe there are juz sum things tat I did and dun feel good bout it.. Or even sum facts tat I dun wan to noe.. Not really dun wan to noe.. But in fact, I tink I'm juz afraid to noe.. But there's 1 thing I'm sure of.. It's all bout, links or related to her.. But.. I juz cant find a way to remove these loads frm me..

You gav3 mE hoPe.. But leFt Me w!f d3spa!r..

yosh!ki
9:56 pm

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`Me
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