Saturday, July 15, 2006

3 Major Decisions..

Woke up at onli 12 plus is afternoon.. Then nian ask me go out to study.. Then I say okay loh.. But he say he wan go ride bike first.. =.=" So in the end onli met him at 5 plus at BM.. Then we went to mac to study loh.. After tat until 8 plus.. Then we decided to go walk walk.. Coz i cant stand the air-con as I was having flu frm the 39 hrs of air-con of 'superteen' camp.. Then nian suggested tat we walk to orchard.. Lolx.. So we juz walked frm Bm to rumah tinggi to queenstown to tanglin then to orchard.. And we finally stopped at cine.. Then nian's mum come fetch him.. Me took bus home loh.. Mum, sis, uncle and aunt playig mahjong agn.. Haiz..

I've really decided to drop my D&T le.. But I dun wan my parents to know bout it.. I decided to drop coz if I drop liao then I got all my afternoons to improve on my other subs.. So I can get better results.. I seriously dun wan my parents to know leh.. Who shld I go to?? Haiz..

I oso decided to really study liao.. I'm not going to make anymore empty promises.. I've counted.. There are onli 114 days be4 'o' level.. Haiz.. We were taught to set a goal.. Getting good results are not my goal.. Tat's juz a process for me.. For me, I dun really nid good results.. I can go and get sum grades for sum musical instruments and I could do alot of things.. But I nid these good results to get my goal.. And wat is my goal? SHE is my goal.. I wan her to get better life in future.. I dun wan her to suffer.. I nid to haf the ability to give her happiness be4 I can haf her..

Lastly, I've oso decided.. She's the onli one for me.. No other person can replace her in me.. Onli she can fill the emptiness within me..

Life Sux..

yosh!ki
11:11 pm

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