Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Ending My Life..?

Long time nv post le.. Haha.. And I'm back.. Lolx.. Dunno y.. Juz haf the urge to post loh.. Very sianz mah.. And feeling very sad suddenly.. Ye bu zhi sao wei she me.. Long time since I last posted.. 'O' level finish le.. Was feeling so excited at the start.. But feel so sianz after tat.. Nth to do at home.. Hse is juz lyk a "free lan shop" to me.. Juz a place for me to play com and slp.. Haiz.. Seldom been cared or concerned.. Sprained my leg agn 2day.. So sianz.. Cycled back to sch today.. Haha.. Then saw tat stupid wilson.. Went up to band room wif him having the tot of playing drum set agn.. But nt open yet.. So we went down.. Then tat idiot go push me down a flight of stairs.. Summore it's not lyk juz a few steps down.. It's push me down frm bout 14 steps lah.. Then lost balance an sprained ankle.. Supposed to go back sch play bball de lah.. Gan jio de.. Then in the end is onli 5 of us go back play against current bball sch team.. Got Bock leng, Sherwin, Jason, Sheng gan and me.. The other 4 of them are all ex sch team de.. Zzz Onli I'm nt.. Then in the end bo bian.. Leg sprained le but still played the game loh.. Play 2 sets of 30 points.. Won both.. Dunno y I very zhun during match.. Shoot in quite a few 3-points.. So BHB.. =P But the last ball of 2nd set is my 3-point ended de loh.. Wahahaha!! After tat at there tok tok then do push-ups and sit-ups le then started to rain.. Then Sherwin they all went go tiong eat..But me and gan wif bike summore raining.. Then we say we go home 1st loh.. Then in the end we cycled awhile rain suddenly stopped.. Haha.. So lucky.. But I wan cycle in the rain de loh.. Fun.. Then we went to holland there eat.. After tat I cycled home loh.. Initially my leg din hurt alot coz I was wearing bball shoes.. Then reach home le take out sch cannot walk siah.. Damn pain.. Haiz.. Friday I still nid go work siah.. Work as camp instructor.. So fun lah.. I dun wan to miss it.. It's my 1st time onli loh.. Haiz.. Hope it gets better loh..

Everytime pple tok bout their 'o' lvl I oso dun dare tok siah.. Coz I very scare tat I couldn't make it.. Haiz.. Coz.. Nv study loh. 'O' lvl coming le still play com.. Dunno leh.. Hope I can make it through.. If I really suay suay cannot make it I oso dunno wat to do siah.. Maybe the last thing I would do is juz to end my life quietly bah..

-Let Me Leave Tis World-

yosh!ki
2:20 am

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